Sunday, December 5, 2010

Me, Myself, and I

per·son·al·i·ty - the quality of being a person; existence as a self-conscious human being; personal identity.

What gives me my personal identity? My memories shape me, but what if they are bad memories? Is that how I am personified, bad? I'd like to live up to my name but what does living up to Veronica mean? In Russian my name means faith, but I believe I've lost the true meaning. I want my faith back, I want to have faith in myself again. I know it'll be back, I just don't know when. The pressure from parents doesn't help much either but I'm trying.

All I ask is give myself back to me, give my faith back to me, make me who I am supposed to be, fullfill my destiny.
I want me back.

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